I hate losing touch with people. Like really a lot. I obsess over it. I remember things that we did, important things, and I take it all on myself if we drop contact. It's really bad if I can't get them back--I'll wonder for the rest of my life what they're doing and if they ever tried to get ahold of me. I find this feeling so strange because I can't possibly be friends with everyone, and if I tried it would decrease the significance of the people in my life who mean a lot to me now.
But there's one person I lost touch with this winter and he was kind of important for a few reasons. A) He's a pretty cool guy and B) he did something for me that no one else ever had or probably ever will. I wish I pull him back into my world.