Days go by and I don't even notice

How did it stop being April 12 or 13th and turn into the 23rd? I think that I must sleep for days at a time and not know it. Or maybe there's something wrong with my calendar and there are really only 1 or 2 days between April 13th and the 23rd. Either way, I guess when I look back it makes sense, but MAN.

I'm living the most boring life of any blogger out there. I went out last night with friends, actually a strange group of people. My friend Erica, my ex-boyfriend and his new girlfriend (she and I are friends, which he's just getting used to) and his best friend. It was Ex-boyfriend's birthday so we all went out with several of his other friends, one of whom hates me so much she can't bear to speak to me. That's fine, I don't torment her. But, she began to be very bothered last night when I started playing pool and having a good time with Ex-boyfriend's best friend EBBF), who is also her good friend. Anyway, the five of us (minus the bothered other friend) went dancing. I danced with EBBF and he wanted to go out this afternoon. Since he's nice, and attractive, and not an asshole, I completely freaked out that he was showing interest in me so when he called me this morning I didn't call him back.

How on earth do I expect to find a man (and ever get laid again) if I freak out whenever one is nice to me? This is not normal. I'm the reason guys are confused about women. I flirt with him all night, then when he does something about it I'm all "oh wait, nevermind." Yikes. Never fear, I will call him. I just needed to have the mandatory 24 hour waiting period to figure things out.